Diary of an Air Conditioner

Last night was horrible.  I swear, I could not even sleep for an hour.  I spent the greater half of 12 hours on MATH homework.  Trigonometry is absolutely wretched.  It isn't even trig right now!  We're only reviewing stuff like 10th-11th grade algebra... ;_;

Aside from that, I'm doing well, hopefully I'll stop making these depressing posts, and maybe I'll actually start posting daily.  Haha, laugh at my "daily" posting.  At least I think about it.  I need a break from school, I've already thought about dropping classes, but I must persevere...  As Itoi had said, "Sometimes you just ave to deal with it"

Talking about feelings is boring for the reader, don't you think?  It's actually quite relieving for the writer, though.

I'm going to talk about the things that have happened the past few days.  Monday was actually amazing, overall.  I made it through my classes fine, found out I knew a lot more about CAD than I thought, and was planning on going boxing that night.  I even had the time to stop by the access center and talk with my favorite counselors.  While Amy's 5 'o clock meeting was already there, we had to set up another time to talk, which I was fine with.  With that, I made my way home.  On the way home, Suika had what I'm going to describe as a heart attack.  I was worried so much for her, and I apologized so much for pushing her so hard over the amount of time I've spent with her.  I rushed inside to tell my mother what had happened, and then everything flew to hell.  We couldn't take her up to the shop until the day after, so I would have to miss my meeting with Amy.  I went to my room, and went about my usual business.

The next day, I'm sure you can assume, was boring. I woke around 11, (considering I was up past 3 the night before) to a phone call from my mother, telling me that I need to sign for a package today.  It would be here any minute.  I did so.  I resumed whatever I was doing at the time.  Alex called me, he asked if I wanted to go with him to the High School.  I told him I would but to let me shower first.  After all of that,  I let my mother know we were going, and she responded just before we left telling me I couldn't.  After that, I realized I hadn't eaten since awakening, and I was hungry.  Alex suggested ordering a pizza, so I gave him some money and he left to get it.  We ate quickly in the cold with his truck as a table.  He had to leave before my dad was home, and I don't like taking chances.  He left after eating, and I went on to perfect 2 songs on Happy Dance Collection (Sweet!).  Once  my dad arrived, we took Suika to the shop, and left her there (along the way, I thought it was strange that we can leave our belongings in the care of a service like this, while if a friend or family member was sick or hurt, we decide we can't leave their side).  The rest of the day was a bore.  At the end, I helped my mother put together her treadmill.

I'm still awake from yesterday, tonight has been one hell of a night, although fun.  I was angry for absolutely no reason (I jokingly blamed PMS, but later returned to the thought more seriously).  I told my group of friends online about my choices as of recently, and they all approve so far.  Axel and I talked about what name I would have if I were a girl, and this continued for a long time.

In case you're wondering, my top choices are: Claire, Lilith, Zoie, Meru (on the slim chance that I pick a foreign name), something similar to Shining, or remaining Jamie (as it's androgynous).

The other half of my night included telling my friends about this guy I like, but this is all you'll hear about it.  I'm now working on my homework, and I do not plan on sleeping.

This weekend has been very mixed. Sometiems we have good times, sometimes bad times. Usually they are at the worst possible times.  When I say mixed, I really mean mixed.  Friday was terrific actually, my car had been fixed after having it away for a whole week!  Seriously, how long can it take?  Not to mention the only problem was that it needed new spark plugs, if we had known that, I would have rather tryed fixing it myself rather than throwing away money for it.  Continueing with the good points of the weekend, I had a good friend over and we played Happy Dance Collection!  We unlocked a new song and had a generally good time.  Just today I was offered a job as a referee for laser tag matches.  I showed up and got an interview and I have a good chance of getting the job.

Now for the bad parts of the weekend.  With my life littered with depression and anger torwards not being accepted as a girl, I come across abcnews.go.com/2020/story, an article about a transgender child who is accepted by her parents and it makes me so jealous.  With that tipping me over the edge, I cryed a lot that night.  I am happy for the child, and happy that there are at least some accepting beings out there, but in all honesty, I hate my life for not being able to enjoy the childhood I should have had...

Moving on from that, my car started acting up the day after being fixed.  I am very worried for her (She has a name: Suika) and I hope that I never have to consider selling her.  She's the first car that affects me this emotionally, and I could not even bare to think of losing her.  

I can't even think straight.  I shall continue to listen to depressing music, (it's my thing, you know) and I will very soon go to sleep.

>:|
STUPID
 

I just had Pepsi with Lemon but w/e

No pics kthxbai 

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I just stepped on a child, I hope it's alright.

Friggin yes. No. Maybe so.

A hip hop to the bippity bop.

Kick puch it's all in your mind.

Simoun. WTF.

BBQ

Wait. BBQ is pretty good.

Moral now. Ready?

No?

I have $40 dollars to my name. Buy me stuff.

Oh yeah. Mother effing shibbertash, Mao-chan is super cute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCYmmZA8-8c

Specifically 3:40 OH MY GOD I LOVE HER  I WISH I HAD TRAINING LIKE THAT

Just thought I'd make a post. I don't often so I thought I'd spice it up a bit. Spice. Ok well now that that's said and done, I'm going to go do stuff. this cold is killing me. 

Whee~!

So, I just watched a Pokemon marathon and my friend suggested this website to me!

I'll be posting here! Whee~~~~! xD Yay! Sugoi! Wai~!